The last.

This is probably going to be the last blog post addressed to you. There's a huge amount of sadness, but there's nothing I can do about that.

All that was, still is, no matter how much my self denial says otherwise.

That said, http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/why-are-you-still-texting-me/

There's much I can't put into words right now, and frankly, I don't want to try any more. To us.